This is Confusion, am i Confusing You ?

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Friday, June 17, 2005

shoegaze? i'd love to.

there goes the fear, and this is my fear. you couldn't see it in my eyes, i'm too numb. you have seen it all, oh it's too much, and that is my fear. what is your fear? you've been trying, pulling, oh i'm still numb in a box, playing my guitar, we're singing the song of middle curse, i don't remember to open my eyes, i'm too numb, oh i don't remember having them, the view had never changed, to the shoes i am wearing, to the carpet, to the box i'm standing still. this is all too numb, and music is my fear, what is your fear? there goes the fear.

hooker with heart of gold

saya sudah muak dengan segala kepura-puraan

aaaaarrghhhhhh

saya membutuhkannya dirinya, dia, oh pelacur yang berhati emas

persetan dengan penyimpangan!

bukankah itu solid, kawan?

bukankah Tuhan mencintai dirinya, si pelacur berhati emas, teman?

melebihi segala konformitas!

dan biarlah kemunafikan itu berlalu

saya membutuhkan dirinya, sang pelacur yang berhati emas

ajarkan tentang kebaikan dan ketulusan..

dunia membutuhkan dirinya, sang pelacur berhati emas.

cause i am miss brightside

pukul 04. 31 wib

sedang ber ym dengan oya,,

dua wanita malam yang merindukan aktivitas malamnya,,

hueheuheuhuehue

aku sedang mendengarkan lagu ini

yang menyayat hati..

i'm coming out of my cage and i've been doing just fine

ya, dia pikir si pirang itu benar-benar mencintainya,,

but she's calling a cab while he's falling asleep

it was only a kiss, how did it end up like this??

sang lelaki terbelalak, bagaimana mungkin si pirang itu, sekarang tanpa pakaiannya

menuju tempat tidur dengan seseorang yg dia kenal baik

he says, let me go! oh, hampir saja aku muntah melihat semua ini,,

he starts to cry, yeah jealousy, turning saints into the sea

swimming through sick lullabies

choking on your alibi

harga mahal yang harus dibayarnya,,

cause he wanted it all

but destiny is calling him and open up his eager eyes

'cause he's mr. brightside

realita menusuknya dalam-dalam

it was only a kiss,,

it's taking control of his mind

is this the price he pays?

how could it end up like this?? it was only a kiss, i've been doing just fine,,

he's still crying, yeah, jealousy turning saints into the sea

swimming through sick lullabies

never underestimate arti sebuah ciuman!

it was a good kiss, and momentum is everything

situasi pun menjadi segalanya

but he never knew

'cause he's mr. brightside

and through the lonely nights he cries,,

oh i never..

i never..

pedophillia

i wanna smooching with high school boys!! oh i love high school boys! gimme, gimme,, awrrrr

my boo

aku ingin bertemu dengannya

dengannya

dia,,

dan berkata

semua ini salahku

tanpa membicarakan cuaca hari ini

aku tak kan berani menatap matanya

yang sayu

dan layu

karna diriku

empat musim sudah

aku ingin bertemu dengannya

dia,,

wajah yang pernah aku lukis

di hati,,

semua ini salahku

aku ingin melupakannya

sungguh,

aku tak sanggup melupakannya

wajah yang pernah aku lukis

di hati.